At particular moments of fatigue or stress, I saw forces of hate rising
up inside me, and the capacity to hurt someone who was weak and
was provoking me! That, I think, was what caused me the most pain:
to discover who I really am, and to realize that maybe I did not want to know who I really was! I did not want to admit all the garbage inside me. And then I had to decide whether I would just continue to pretend that was okay and throw myself into hyperactivity projects where I could forget all the garbage and prove to others how good I was.
The Reverend Jamison Galt